BAND NAME: Since The Death
GENRE: Unblack/Death/Thrash Metal
STATUS: Active
LOCATION: Linköping, Östergötland, Sweden
Lineup:
Oscar Rask - Everything
Links:
Discography:
Thy Presence (EP, November 7, 2017, Independent) (Digital)
1. Ungrateful 4:26
2. Thy Presence 4:24
3. Reptile 4:22
4. The Creature And I 4:54
A Gift To My God (album)
December 8, 2018, Independent (Digital)
May 13, 2019, Vision Of God Records (Digital)
May 15, 2019, Vision Of God Records (CD, Digital)
1. Creature And I 3:57
Under dominant influences
Misled by an invisible force
Creeping to the ancient mirror, I saw
The image of a red-horned creature
Surrounded by a dark presence
Not from this side, rather beyond the glass
It feels as it's crowded in here
But I am all alone, no reason to be scared
The pride that I am strong, no need for help is about to fail
My body-skin, my outer shell
Is about to boil, I have reached the limit for melting
Not used to see myself like this
Is this becoming my reality
When I go my own way, but the evil I think I saw
Is he real? 'Cause the creature was me!
Empty expressions no more
Flames lit my eyes, make my grin to a weapon
I am alive, not buried in failure
Not dying, I'm the first borned lightbringer
My body-skin, my outer shell
Is about to boil, I have reached the limit for melting
Not used to see myself like this
Is this becoming my reality
When I go my own way, but the evil I think I saw
Is he real? 'Cause the creature was me!
Is this my reality or is this just a dreadful dream
I must have dreamed this, this can't be real
Taken beyond, what's now
Into a parallel world
Where I am something else
Into a world where I am accepted
Travelled through mistakes and deficiencies
Into a world where my sins are sanctified
No guidance
No tears inside
No need that I have to give
No solitude, I'm not alone
The creature and I are entwined
Enchanted by my own morbid deeds
I can rest in that I don't need others to feel whole
In nocturnal escapades, we work in the shade of you
From early hour to evening fall
2. Ungrateful 3:49
God the creator and master of the universe
I'm the weakest lying at the bottom
I'm forgotten, hidden, no longer in your sight
Pushed over the edge so I, so I can't breathe
Why do you ignore my prayers, you never answer me
I believe in you, why can't you believe in me
I feel that I'm nothing, only dust!
I know the taste of bitterness, in this sinister relationship
You don't warm my heart when it's needed
But you don't freeze it either
I am left behind
You're in front and I'm at the end
I'm last, last, last
Away
Why do you ignore my prayers, you never answer me
I believe in you, why can't you believe in me
I feel that I'm nothing, only dust!
I know the taste of bitterness, in this sinister relationship
I am here, standing right in front of you
Not behind a wall, I have opened a door
Using your heart and spirit might be poetic, but I am waiting for a purpose
Maybe you'll think I should deny my life
I am left behind
You're in front and I'm at the end
I'm last, last, last
Away
3. Intro 1:22
4. A Gift To My God 3:58
Cut with a paper, knife forgotten
Blood is dripping, down to the floor
A newborn sea is created
Watch for the waves, look for a sign
Wide open, looks like a mouth
A red ocean falls down to the ground
Looks like I'm tortured, carved up
No way, don't you pity me
I give my blood as a gift to my God
Take it back, never belonged to me
I give my blood as a gift to my God
Why did you put me into this world
I smother the fire on my skin
Excited, with hope that life ends
A useless slave, put me in grave
I'll leave this world tonight
You know that sea, newly born
With that shame, that you are too embarrassed about
You wish that someone would drag it out of you
'Cause voluntarily you won't!
Chained, useless slave
Beneath my needs, taking over me
Please, bury me! Throw me under soil
And put a cross through my lungs
You wish that someone could drag it out of you
'Cause voluntarily you won't!
5. Reptile 3:35
Flesh, rotten flesh
Worms in your brain
Dying body
No soul, just a vacuous face
Your life cannot be relived
Sense for someone else you don't have
You are arrogant and malevolent
Just my presence makes you spit and throw up on the cross of Christ!
Your insides have corroded
Your brain has shortened
Your eyes black as night
Your smile mockin' and evil
Reptile
No one loves you
No one miss you
Your wish everyone nothingness
Your heart is black (black and blighted)
The devil incarnate
Unmasked, entirely visible
Your mind, vicious
Like a deadly reptile sneaking silently in the night!
Your insides have corroded
Your brain has shortened
Your eyes black as night
Your smile mockin' and evil
Reptile!
6. Thy Presence 3:06
You know me even if I don't spend any time with you
Am I really worthy
'Cause true happiness I can't find
Don't know where to begin
But I already know the answer
'Cause all these times I have you denied
We together, to become one!
Without fear or anxiety
I'm weak, might be the weakest, the silver in your perfect eye
I'm nothing, nothing to the world, have nothing to offer anymore
I have done what I wanted, what I cannot, I will never be able to
The silence I was born with have grown as an echo vibrating fast in my head
No one get it, no one understand, I will have eternal life, but my life I have now destroys me
It feels as if the botherations are there in my own shadow
I admit I'm honest now
I feel excluded even though I'm not alone
I envy others for everything!
As a decayed wormy leaf I have fallen down to the ground
Trampled in soil by people with no sense of what goodness is
Damn bacteria they sent has its root in me
Left all alone on the narrow road, no one is coming back for me
I'm nothing, nothing to the world, have nothing to offer anymore
I have done what I wanted, what I cannot, I will never be able to
The silence I was born with have grown as an echo vibrating fast in my head
No one get it, no one understand, I will have eternal life, but my life I have now destroys me
7. Creator Of Man 4:10
Slowly drifting far from the path
Forgetting the words I held so dearly
He loves me, but I feel neglected
I'm still a child looking for simpleness
In the name of truth I'm a grown man
Should have learned that happiness isn't everything
Thinking black but the greyscale is wide
You will see!
Chaos to bliss!
Staring with turbid eyes
Looking for someone else to follow
Let this dry worship I have become rippled
Dealing with apathy and sorrow
I mourn the daylight to come
For that matter, life isn't slightless
Thinking black but the greyscale is wide
The good pain that we endure every hour
We suffer as the early servants who was eager to put their faith in front of science
Knowing the Saviour out of the sphere is the creator of man
The solver of patterns, the healer of wounds
When life shrinks, you show us your kingdom
When the strength falters, you give us courage
When emptiness in mind pours out of our concentration
You take us to your fathom so we can rest
I'm leaving the place associated with fear
As a deer in front of the light
I turn left then right, waiting for darkness
Though I can breathe out and return
This voice inside says "Make your own way"
For that matter, life isn't slightless
Thinking black but the greyscale is wide
The good pain that we endure every hour and single day
We are defended, you might not even see it
Not dying inside, blessings will fall upon us
We suffer as the early servants who was eager to put their faith in front of science
The restorer of foundations, the healer of wounds
Knowing the Saviour out of the sphere is the creator of man
8. The Reposal Of Hollowness 3:44
Every thoughts I carry
Emotions in that moment overflows
In silence I cry
Who wants to listen to me?
Perfect but dishonest
You place yourself straight on Father's right side
Born without sin as me
But the sins begin when you put yourself first
Who or what is the Lord over you, over me, over them
Without any humility
You expect as usual magic wonders
He who loves me
Who sees me as his own
Takes care of me, even when the world is crackling
My happiness is in His hands
Luck comes, luck goes
But you remain our Father though
Preserve me from all evil
And from them who threatens me
Every thoughts is all about me
Caring for anyone I barely have
Why should I care
Don't even know why I am here
Perfect but dishonest
He who loves me
Who sees me as his own
Takes care of me, even when the world is crackling
My happiness is in His hands
Luck comes, luck goes
But you remain our Father though
Preserve me from all evil
And from them who threatens me
Allow me to be yours every single day
Like a little and innocent child
This is, this was, this still are
The reposal of hollowness
The Black Must Come Out (single, July 24, 2020, Vision Of God Records) (Digital)
1. The Black Must Come Out 4:47
The Black Must Come Out (album)
August 28, 2020, Vision Of God Records (CD, Digital)
August 29, 2020, Vision Of God Records (Digital)
SWEDISH SONG TITLES
1. En Ny Morgon 5:13
2. "Du Är Ond", Sa Den Onde 3:27
3. Be För Mig 4:02
4. Vill Du Dö? 3:32
5. Det Svarta Ska Ut 4:47
6. Det Herren Ger 4:39
7. Herrens Ord 4:33
8. Du Är Mitt Allt 2:42
ENGLISH SONG TITLES
1. A New Morning 5:13
2. "You're Evil", Said Evil 3:27
3. Pray For Me 4:02
4. Do You Want To Die? 3:32
5. The Black Must Come Out 4:47
6. What The Lord Gives 4:39
7. The Word Of The Lord 4:33
8. You Are My Everything 2:42
I Belong To Christ (album, December 23, 2022, Independent) (Digital)
1. Incorruptible 3:29
2. Be Close To Me 4:06
3. Compressed To Death 3:59
4. Intoxication 3:17
5. Life Crusher 2:42
6. Who Am I? 4:55
7. Leaving The World 1:41
8. Forgiven 4:16
9. Smiling At You 4:27
Enduring The Day (single, June 23, 2023, Independent) (Digital)
1. Enduring The Day 3:22
Working all day and not sleeping at nights
Overtired of doing the opposite of right
Like a zombie I wake up
With no light in sight
Future plans unachieved
Dreams of the future extinguished
The days I'm off, I neglect and waste
Doing the same mistakes, just copy and paste
Like a zombie I wake up
Still dead inside
Future plans unachieved
Dreams of the future extinguished
Meaning with life, I'll wait for Christ's return
Meaning with life, I'll endure the day
I look at myself from a different point of view
As a lonely oppressed and feeble man
Praying to you father, help me
"Förtröstar på dig herre"
Enduring the day!
Enduring the days with its ups and downs
Make new connections and end the bad ones
Enduring the days with its ups and downs
Put your trust in Jesus, he helps you to endure!
The King (single, August 9, 2023, Independent) (Digital)
1. The King 3:51
We are here to see the king
The one who died on the cross and resurrected
Don't waste time on trivial moments
Don't end your life, it's not his way!
You maybe see yourself as nothing
Maybe you're feeling that you're just enduring pain
To him you are wonderful
Reachable, just tell him that you yearn for freedom
We are here to see the king
The one who died on the cross and resurrected
Don't waste time on trivial moments
Don't end your life, it's not his way!
We have been abandoned by the loved ones
And let down by the closest of friends
We have been deceived
We have been overruled
You maybe see yourself as nothing
Maybe you're feeling that you're just enduring pain
To him you are wonderful
Reachable, just tell him that you yearn for freedom
We have been abandoned by the loved ones
And let down by the closest of friends
We have been deceived
We have been overruled
But together, you and me!
We are here to see the king
The king
Desire (single, November 10, 2023, Independent) (Digital)
1. Desire 3:12
Please, please Holy Spirit help me to repress my lust
The love for her, goes beyond my common sense
Forbidden thoughts, I'm drawn to her who belongs to another
Forbidden feelings, I passionately follow her next move
Sin darkens my honesty, makes me jealous and weak
Sin reigns within me even though I constantly remind myself that I am doing a mistake
Please, please Holy Spirit help me to repress my lust
The love for her, makes my heart burn
Lust and beauty
She is the one I desire
Lust of siege
She is the one I want to devour
Sin darkens my honesty, makes me jealous and weak
The desire within me even though I constantly remind myself that I am doing a mistake
Please, please Holy Spirit help me to repress my lust
The love for her, makes my heart burn
Lust and beauty
She is the one I desire
Lust of siege
She is the one I want to devour
Underbara Människa (single, September 13, 2024, Independent) (Digital)
1. Underbara Människa 3:13
Du strålande makalösa människa
Älskad av fadern din
Du förunderliga men ångestfyllda skapelse
Rannsakar dig själv men förstår ej
Nej du verkar inte förstå
Tillvaron tär och briserar
Du skadar dig själv och det är det enda du förmår
Det enda du förstår!
Du strålande makalösa människa
Älskad av fadern din
Du förunderliga men ångestfyllda skapelse
Rannsakar dig själv men förstår ej
Nej du verkar inte förstå
Du strålande underbara människa
Till min avbild, är du skapad!
Livet kan vara svårt även för oss som har en stark tro
För det dunkla inom mig mäktar inte alltid med, en bön till dig
Gud som haver barnen kär, ser till mig som liten är
Tillvaron tär och briserar
Du skadar dig själv och det är det enda du förmår
Det enda du förstår!
Är det verkligen, det enda du förstår?
Gud förstår dig när du är missförstådd
Han vet vad du vill, fast du inte ser ett hopp
Din sanna önskan kan konungars konung uppfylla
Din längtan kan Guds enda son stilla
His Heart Hates (EP)
November 1, 2024, Independent (Digital)
November 22, 2024, The Charon Collective, Limited Edition (CD-R)
1. Underbara Människa 3:13
Du strålande makalösa människa
Älskad av fadern din
Du förunderliga men ångestfyllda skapelse
Rannsakar dig själv men förstår ej
Nej du verkar inte förstå
Tillvaron tär och briserar
Du skadar dig själv och det är det enda du förmår
Det enda du förstår!
Du strålande makalösa människa
Älskad av fadern din
Du förunderliga men ångestfyllda skapelse
Rannsakar dig själv men förstår ej
Nej du verkar inte förstå
Du strålande underbara människa
Till min avbild, är du skapad!
Livet kan vara svårt även för oss som har en stark tro
För det dunkla inom mig mäktar inte alltid med, en bön till dig
Gud som haver barnen kär, ser till mig som liten är
Tillvaron tär och briserar
Du skadar dig själv och det är det enda du förmår
Det enda du förstår!
Är det verkligen, det enda du förstår?
Gud förstår dig när du är missförstådd
Han vet vad du vill, fast du inte ser ett hopp
Din sanna önskan kan konungars konung uppfylla
Din längtan kan Guds enda son stilla
2. Captured And Imprisoned 2:57
Rock, rock, thrash 'n roll
Discouraged like a motionless doll
Rock, rock, black 'n roll
One step back, long gone control
Cowardly stupid
So scared to live
Speechless, why don't you open yourself up?
Captured and imprisoned
Selective mutism
Rock, rock, thrash 'n roll
Discouraged like a motionless doll
Rock, rock, black 'n roll
One step back, long gone control
Captured and imprisoned
Selective mutism
In my dreams I am exploring a world
I'm a free and redeemed
Captured and imprisoned
Self-mutilated
Rock, rock, thrash 'n roll
Discouraged like a motionless doll
Rock, rock, black 'n roll
One step back, long gone control
Cowardly stupid
So scared, to live
Speechless, why don't you open yourself up?
As a foreigner in God's creation
I go through life, through layers of filth and stays with selfish and loveless friends and everyone stays as strangers unto the final damnation
Bow before the king
Bow before the redeemer of sin
Bow
3. It Was Them I Betrayed 4:07
The endless quest for more
To fill the bottomless hole
Should have been grateful, saying thank you
Instead I became a permanent fool
Waiting and searching for
Someone to adore
Someone to adore
This is the ending of a fairytale
I have lived all my life in a made-up reality
Seen faces, friends who have stayed
Longed for something else, it was them I betrayed
It was them I betrayed
The constant hunger for more
The so-called living water can no longer flow
Years have passed
The void has been filled and then expired
Years have passed
My heart was loving then hard and cold
While I was searching for
For someone to adore
This is the ending of a fairytale
I have lived all my life in a made-up reality
Seen faces, friends who have stayed
Longed for something else, it was them I betrayed
It was them I betrayed
Waiting and searching for
Someone to adore
Adore
4. There Is Goodness In Everyone 1:59
5. His Heart Hates 3:00
Long for the win not for the fall
Do like the others, ignore God's call
Long for glory and prestige
Do like me, rejoice in temptations
Take me home father
Fathom me into your arms
Help me find peace and harmony
And say to me: Stay, don't flee!
Help me find peace and harmony
Help me find serenity
Look at yourself in the mirror
Self-love, boost your ego
Exalt thyself
Belittle the invisible
Long for the win not for the fall
Do like the others, ignore God's call
Long for glory and prestige
Do like me, rejoice in temptations
Take me home father
Fathom me into your arms
Please give me recuperation
So that the world doesn't take
You from me
Me from you
Help me find peace and harmony
And say to me: Stay, don't flee!
Help me find peace and harmony
Help me find serenity
A breaker of commandments
A breaker of discipleship
A sinner
Addicted to the world's pleasures
A sinner
A loner, hiding his pain
Ashamed of his faith
Mocking God's authority
Doing things his heart hates
Long for him, the Son of God
Long for him, the Son of God
Long for him, the Son of God
6. Återkommer Till Mitt Sanna Jag 3:30
Dränerande tankar som tillför kaos
Å sviktande känslor som får mig på fall
Jag lever med ett stresspåslag
Jag kan inte lugna mig, min rädsla har ett övertag
Jag kan inte lägga mig eller stiga upp
Ty det är nattsvart för dagen har ätits upp
Jag känner ett ständigt sug att fly
Det känns som att jag kommer att spy
Återkommer till mitt sanna jag
Minns när jag blev född på nytt
Rädsla har aldrig haft mig i sitt grepp
För du har lett mig med din stav och käpp
Postnord - Slarvar bort dina paket
Måtte det bli bättre imorrn, så att man orkar leva
Entangled (album, April 24, 2026, Nordic Mission) (CD, Digital)
1. When Hatred Is Being Fueled 3:30
The last time
The last time of disloyalty
The last time
The last time of deception
Believe in yourself
To do the right thing
Have faith in Jesus Christ
Learn what morality is
They get nervous around you
Because you are silent
They fear you
Your next move, they cannot see
They flatter you
Terrified of you, putting your foot down
Keep me as yours and let God's love flow through me
Make sure you know
Who you are following
Make sure you know
Who's leading who
They get scared of you
Because you are silent
They fear you
Your next move, they cannot feel
They flatter you
Terrified of you, putting your foot down
Jesus Christ
Please renew my life
Let me forgive the injustices
Jesus Christ
Make me vigilant
So I don't let them in
Jesus Christ
Please protect my heart
When hatred is being fueled
Keep me as yours and let God's love flow through me
2. Adorable But Treacherous 3:06
Adorable but treacherous
We were united
In false belief in love
From the very beginning I found you cold
Not amused at all
Seemed unwilling to talk
Maybe you were terribly shy
But I saw you as superior behind blue eyes
Deceiver
Later you were welcoming and hospitable
Gave me flattery and showed a different side
As a person who's not used to getting credit
I was overwhelmed by your authenticity
I know now that you are sorry
I got hope
I forget what you did
I go on with my life
Hoping I won't be deceived again
Deceiver
An involuntary liar
3. He Keeps Forgetting 3:01
Childhood - Forgotten
Present time - Addicted
Innocent - Guilty
Exclusion due to his choices
Crushing the commandments
Crushing others honestly
Crushing righteousness
Crushing the identity in Christ
In fellowship - Unsociable
Pridefulness - Ashamed
Here for listening but distantly he's not there
All alone cause desires haunts him everywhere
Crushing the commandments
Crushing others honestly
Crushing righteousness
Crushing the identity in Christ
Haunting desires
Denying healthy habits
Looking down below
Has malicious thoughts about everyone
Can't find goodness, just all the wrongs
He keeps forgetting
4. The Wolfs Hunting The Pure Hearted 2:58
Credulousness
Naive to the obvious
Cluelessness
The wolves are hunting
The pure hearted
One day without
Any arning
The victim, offguarded
Became the target
Second day without
Any clue
The victim, unaware
Became entangled
Unsuspicious the man was all alone
In the name of truth who would stand on his side?
Shouldn't the man tell his own truth?
The man's intention was to remain strong
Unsuspicious the man was all alone
In the name of truth who would stand on his side?
Shouldn't the man tell his own truth?
The man's intention was to remain strong
Building character
Is not an easy assignment
Standing all alone, with no support
Eats you up inside
Credulousness
Naive to the obvious
Cluelessness
The wolves are hunting
The pure hearted
5. Hearts Are Getting Darker 3:27
Evil is spreading
Hearts are getting darker
Rejoicing in your neighbor's happiness
Makes you consider revenge instead
Atrocities and slaughters so close
Who knows when a killer is planning for your death
As Christ gathered his closest disciples
Did he know that one of them would betray
I stand tall, strong in my beliefs but
An hour ago I was in conflict with myself
Should I encourage or discourage you
Everyone has a choice
6. As A Beloved Brother 4:38
You are coming with your upset face
But I'll greet you as a beloved brother and friend
You're avoiding me, might be a conflict unresolved
As a brother I should be humble so we don't fall apart
Temptation - Don't cross the line
Altercation - Act with decency
Accusation - Let loose of your pride
Degradation - All equals under the sky
As a servant
I could be preaching the Gospel
As a servant
I can also show you love
You're so unsecure, don't know your worth
I should maintain God's promise, tell you the truth
You're struggling, I can see it in your eyes
As a brother I should be humble not letting you apologize
You are my brother
You are my sister
You are my brother
7. Late To Anger No Revenge 3:49
Always I seek out those who I
Believe will give me friendship
Always I give more and more of myself
Caring, laughter, help and motivation
Something that I can offer
Compassion, devotion and loyalty
Put your trust in me
Always I seek out those who I
Believe will give friendship
Always I give more than I should give
Needy and poor in spirit
Alone and wanting others to give back
Alone
I consider myself as supportive
Your reply is hostile
I consider myself as a dear friend
Which meant nothing to you
Words without a message
Deeds with a shrouded agenda
Your actions is hurting me
Your actions make me valueless
Needy and poor in spirit
Alone and wanting others to give back
Though I know my real savior is Jesus Christ
He never leaves me alone
There are those who despise you
For your faith or cause you stand for something
There are those
There are those who treat you as an inferior
You seem to be faithful and easy to manipulate
There are those
Remember your new identity, borned again
Late to anger, no revenge!
8. Forgive All Of Them 2:54
Never look back, never dream
Stay in the now and figure it out
Never look back, never dream
Stay in the now and find the solutions
Don't be scared, I am with you
You're not alone, I am here
Force your hatred away
It doesn't solve anything
Forgive her
Forgive him
Forgive all us
Forgive all of them
Never look back, 'cause that time has vanished
Never dream, 'cause in that dream you have the main role
Let your ego fall, 'cause God loves them too you know
Don't be scared, I am with you
You're not alone, I am here
Force your hatred away
It doesn't solve anything
Forgive her
Forgive him
Forgive all of us
Forgive her
Just forgive her
Forgive all of them
Just like the father did too
9. The Blackest Of Days 2:56
Help
Lord give me help
Shelter
Please Lord give me shelter
To go on, enduring the day
Give me patience
When endurance fails
Give me a refill
The blackest of days
Self-image is torn
The blackest of days
My own worth I cannot see
The blackest of days
I keep forgetting, who's holding my hand
Cantankerous
Fake friends who has an ulterior motive, watch out
Avoid them
Fake friends, who act venomously, watch out
Avoid them
Den svartaste utav dagar
Kan jag inte ens se mitt egna värde
The blackest of days
Self-image is torn
The blackest of days
My own worth I cannot see
The blackest of days
I keep forgetting, who's holding my hand
10. Shine On Me 3:29
Shine on me thou redeemer
Rescue me from this unholy blasphemy
I'm not the one, I once were
I'm the last I want you to know
Together we wander as godless companions and rootless vagabonds
Immolating old teachings
Inviting a new age
Together we wander as godless companions and rootless vagabonds
Immolating old teachings, inviting a new age
Enduring physical pain and inside wounds
Graveyards
The purpose of life, live and die with joy
Set fire to my limbs
Then burn me in the stove
Penetrate my ears with pyro
Then put me under soil
Searching for solutions in an endless maze
With a beginning but no end
The light in our life is the neverending exploration
Every religion's gods and dictators we praise
Bleeding to death for a greater cause
Oh sweet redeemer please shine on me for a last time
11. Eleventh 3:59
BONUS TRACK
12. Beautifully Damaged 3:53
You're coming to my door, knocking like never before
You think I'll open with a smile
But I'm just seeing fakeness behind your eyes
You think you making me happy with your gifts and loving words
The only thing I wanna hear from you
Is that you stand for your words
You call me professional
You call me reliable
You call me this and that and on top of it that
I am your closest
You think you making me grateful with your gifts and loving words
The only thing I wanna hear from you
Is that you meant it
You are beautiful
But so damaged
You are beautifully damaged
I'm telling you about things
'Cause I'm making some small mistakes
I want you to keep your promises
But then you ruined that trust
Sorry, you fell
You have the same knowledge as me
You're multi-tasking, that's a power for sure
But I want you to trust me, not go behind my back
You want affirmation and uplifting compliments
But the trust is totally ruined and the respect is totally gone
You are a joker
You are a liar
Then you lie again
You are beautiful
But so damaged
You are beautifully damaged
