Friday, June 19, 2026

BENEFICIAL DEICIDE


BAND NAME: Beneficial Deicide
GENRE: Death Metal
LOCATION: USA
STATUS: Active

Lineup:
Brendon Lee - Everything


Discography:


Inflictions Of Sinfulness (album, 2025, Comando Records, Limited Edition) (CD-R)

1. Serpent Slayer 3:52
The rage that I have
The consuming thoughts
Satan tearing my soul apart
I look upon the bloody cross
Our dying Savior saved us from the loss
Evilness this world is
Satan attacking the innocence
Serpent slayer!!!
Serpent slayer!!!
He will rain down fire and brimstone on the wicked and scorch them with his burning wind
Serpent slayer!!!
Serpent slayer!!!

2. Defeating Death 3:21
The darkness consumes thirsty for my soul
Unsaved I am fearing the most
Temptations on my mind as Satan laughs from behind
I picked up the Scriptures to show how he's weaker
Jesus Christ the Son and the King the truth will set you free
If you don't believe death will snatch you horribly
Defeating death!!!
The truth will set you free
Defeating death!!!
Christ the ruler supreme

3. Satan Burning For Eternity 6:00
Thrown from heaven
His rebellion
Poisoning the world with his hatred
Jealousy occurred within
The serpent temptation
Soul imprisonment
Destroying what God has created
Jealousy Satan is
The devil will burn soon
His eternity of doom
Fire will come down from God out of heaven and destroy them
Then the devil who fooled them will be thrown into the lake of fire burning with sulphur
The wild animal and the false preacher are already there
They will all be punished day and night forever

4. Not Your Terms God's Terms 7:12
The blasphemers going through life
Thinking of themselves as the most high
They deny the dying of Christ
Not realizing what's behind
Their hearts are blackened within
Only to find destruction all in
If they give their life to Christ
They're soul saved immortality
Not your terms!!
God's terms!!
Not your terms!!
God's terms!!
On this night a frightening feeling falls in
Notice Satan's trying to draw me in
As the darkness tries to overthrow
A spec of light grabs a hold
Commandments form God the truest of nature for this world
Not your terms!!
God's terms!!
Not your terms!!
God's terms!!

5. Inflictions Of Sinfulness 3:51
Born with a sinful nature due to Adam & Eve
Growing up in this world
Satan wants to deceive
Horrors flash before my eyes as darkness creeps behind
Sin after sin is something that should've never began
The feeling of unpleasantness and the suffering for my sins
Inflictions of sinfulness is what Satan gives
Christ took on the truest of sufferings for our very sins
God loves you that much he gives you new life within

6. Blinded By Evil Subliminal Messages 5:22
The world corrupt and evil has pushed
Going on in this world never taking a look
Consciousness
Not aware of it
Their secrets in front of us manipulating events
The secrets in front of you you don't grasp
Satan trying to get your children at last
The secrets at first were kept silent
Now the end is near
Satan won't be quiet
Blinded by evil subliminal messages!!!
Blinded by evil subliminal messages!!!
Blinded by evil subliminal messages!!!
Blinded by evil subliminal messages!!!
When Christ returns peace will be legit
Satan is just a scumbag idiot
Turn to Christ before it's too late
God loves you way more than you think
Anger consumed will lead you to doom
The world falling apart piece by piece
The end is near are you ready to hear?
Turn to Christ before it's too late
Because evil grows to take the innocents away

7. Through His Blood We Are Saved 7:17
Sinfulness of this world
Corrupted for centuries on
Satan taking souls from beginning to end
Temptations and desires are true
Christ was sent to save you
From eternal damnation
Give your life to Christ
Through his blood we are saved!!!
Through his blood we are saved!!!
The bloody cross he hung on
Saving generations for good
Haters will hate
Just like they hated him before
His blood that will save
Destroying Satan forever
Christ the true Lord
Will forever be supreme
Through his blood we are saved!!!
Through his blood we are saved!!!




Beneficial Deicide (EP, January 25, 2025, Comando Records, Limited Edition) (CD-R)

1. Pain On Earth
Going through this world
Not knowing the light
Struggling with evil
Turns my soul to fright
Blinded by Satan
As he sits back and laughs
I cry out to Christ
For his love at last
Satan is tricking me
Calling for Christ's truth
Tormented soul by Satan
Jesus Christ the healer of pain
Pain on Earth
Pain on Earth
Pain on Earth
Pain on Earth
Satan is tricking me
Calling for Christ's truth
Tormented soul by Satan
Jesus Christ the healer of pain
Pain on Earth
Pain on Earth
Pain on Earth
Pain on Earth

2. Bloody Crucifix
Beaten and whipped beyond intent
Blood on his face our Savior his grace
Hung on the cross screaming in pain
Forgiveness to sin free until the end
Bloody crucifix
Christ forgive our sins
Bloody crucifix
Our Lord's special gift
Beaten and whipped beyond intent
Blood on his face our Savior his grace
Hung on the cross screaming in pain
Forgiveness to sin free until the end
Bloody crucifix
Christ forgive our sins
Bloody crucifix
Our Lord's special gift

3. Attacked By Evil
On this night angered within
Past trauma life consuming all in
Disturbing thoughts stuck in my head
Self annihilation in my brain
Self mutilation on the line
Murderous thoughts in my mind
Attacked by evil!!!
Satan wants you to die
Attacked by evil!!!
Christ will revive your life
Struggling life evil within
Christ in my mind forigve me within
Christ on the cross forgave my sins
Satan's made he knows he lost then
I believe forever and more
The power of Christ the enemy torn!
The blood of Jesus I accept
Satan's jealous he won't admit!

DISENGORGEMENT


BAND NAME: Disengorgement
GENRE: Death Metal
STATUS: Active
LOCATION: Abilene, Texas

Lineup:
Brendon Lee - Everything

Links:


Discography:


Inflictions Of Sinfulness (album, May 17, 2026, Blackened Label Records) (CD-R, Digital, 12" Vinyl)

Originally a Beneficial Deicide album.

1. Serpent Slayer 3:52
The rage that I have
The consuming thoughts
Satan tearing my soul apart
I look upon the bloody cross
Our dying Savior saved us from the loss
Evilness this world is
Satan attacking the innocence
Serpent slayer!!!
Serpent slayer!!!
He will rain down fire and brimstone on the wicked and scorch them with his burning wind
Serpent slayer!!!
Serpent slayer!!!

2. Defeating Death 3:21
The darkness consumes thirsty for my soul
Unsaved I am fearing the most
Temptations on my mind as Satan laughs from behind
I picked up the Scriptures to show how he's weaker
Jesus Christ the Son and the King the truth will set you free
If you don't believe death will snatch you horribly
Defeating death!!!
The truth will set you free
Defeating death!!!
Christ the ruler supreme

3. Satan Burning For Eternity 6:00
Thrown from heaven
His rebellion
Poisoning the world with his hatred
Jealousy occurred within
The serpent temptation
Soul imprisonment
Destroying what God has created
Jealousy Satan is
The devil will burn soon
His eternity of doom
Fire will come down from God out of heaven and destroy them
Then the devil who fooled them will be thrown into the lake of fire burning with sulphur
The wild animal and the false preacher are already there
They will all be punished day and night forever

4. Not Your Terms God's Terms 7:12
The blasphemers going through life
Thinking of themselves as the most high
They deny the dying of Christ
Not realizing what's behind
Their hearts are blackened within
Only to find destruction all in
If they give their life to Christ
They're soul saved immortality
Not your terms!!
God's terms!!
Not your terms!!
God's terms!!
On this night a frightening feeling falls in
Notice Satan's trying to draw me in
As the darkness tries to overthrow
A spec of light grabs a hold
Commandments form God the truest of nature for this world
Not your terms!!
God's terms!!
Not your terms!!
God's terms!!

5. Inflictions Of Sinfulness 3:51
Born with a sinful nature due to Adam & Eve
Growing up in this world
Satan wants to deceive
Horrors flash before my eyes as darkness creeps behind
Sin after sin is something that should've never began
The feeling of unpleasantness and the suffering for my sins
Inflictions of sinfulness is what Satan gives
Christ took on the truest of sufferings for our very sins
God loves you that much he gives you new life within

6. Blinded By Evil Subliminal Messages 5:22
The world corrupt and evil has pushed
Going on in this world never taking a look
Consciousness
Not aware of it
Their secrets in front of us manipulating events
The secrets in front of you you don't grasp
Satan trying to get your children at last
The secrets at first were kept silent
Now the end is near
Satan won't be quiet
Blinded by evil subliminal messages!!!
Blinded by evil subliminal messages!!!
Blinded by evil subliminal messages!!!
Blinded by evil subliminal messages!!!
When Christ returns peace will be legit
Satan is just a scumbag idiot
Turn to Christ before it's too late
God loves you way more than you think
Anger consumed will lead you to doom
The world falling apart piece by piece
The end is near are you ready to hear?
Turn to Christ before it's too late
Because evil grows to take the innocents away

7. Through His Blood We Are Saved 7:17
Sinfulness of this world
Corrupted for centuries on
Satan taking souls from beginning to end
Temptations and desires are true
Christ was sent to save you
From eternal damnation
Give your life to Christ
Through his blood we are saved!!!
Through his blood we are saved!!!
The bloody cross he hung on
Saving generations for good
Haters will hate
Just like they hated him before
His blood that will save
Destroying Satan forever
Christ the true Lord
Will forever be supreme
Through his blood we are saved!!!
Through his blood we are saved!!!




Since Creation (EP, May 23, 2026, Blackened Label Records) (CD-R, Digital, 12" Vinyl)

1. Actuality 3:09
The truth will always be the same
Actuality and the facts that always remain
Reasons for the reality we exit in
Half of humanity that can't understand
The origins of how our soul began
Not comprehending of how reality was created
There will always be one true reality
That God created humanity
Giving us humans one last chance
To repent and believe again
Never forget who created you within
Because Jesus will be back again
The word will always remain the same
Just like the reality of God creating our reality
Actuality!
Actuality!
Actuality!

2. The Firstborn Of All Creation 2:37
Since the beginning the word has always been
The reasons of existence from beginning to end
Reality of what we see is God's beauty
Within creation and of its form
Giving humanity a reason to respect the Lord
God created the world through Christ and redeemed the world through Christ
Giving all of generations a chance of immortality
He is not a creature but the eternal creator!

3. Alpha Omega 2:48
Beginning and the end
Sovereign over all time and creation
Giving us authority and knowledge
Knowing what's right and wrong
Giving us instructions within the holy Scriptures
That's been around for generations of time
God is Alpha Omega
The beginning and the end
Get your soul right before time runs out
Alpha Omega!!!

PSALMS


BAND NAME: Psalms
GENRE: Deathcore
STATUS: Active
LOCATION: Brownsville, Texas

Lineup:
Daniel Villarreal, Jr. - Everything

Links:


Discography:


The Book (EP, June 1, 2026, Independent) (Digital)

1. Blessed Be Thy Man 4:20
Blessed be thy soul that walks upright
Never lost in the dark of night...
Never lost in the dark of night...
NO!!!!!

He won't fall where the wicked roam
He keeps his heart and spirit home
Blessed be thy man...

He won't stand where sinners fall
He won't heed the mocker's empty call
He finds his joy in Heaven's voice
And in God's truth he makes his choice

Blessed be thy man...

Day and night the Word runs deep
Sowing promises he'll keep
Like a tree by the riverside
Strong through every changing tide

Strong through every tide!!!
Strong through every tide!!!

Roots run deep where mercy flows
Through the storm still steadily it... GROWS!!!!!

Leave stay green through drought and flame
Leave stay green through drought and flame
Every season speaks His name
Jesus IS KING!!!!

Bleh!!!!

Whatever he touches the Lord will bless
Through trials, through pain, and wilderness
His fruit will bloom in perfect time
A living testament of the divine

Blessed be thy man...

The wicked fade like dust in the wind
Chasing shadows trapped in sin...
No firm ground when judgment draws near... near
No refuge found no hiding here...

Blessed is the soul that trusts His hand...
That trust his hand...
Built upon the stone...to stand!!!
By living water strong and free
Forever rooted eternally...

Blessed be thy man...
Blessed be thy man...

Blessed is the man...
Who walks not in the counsel of the ungodly
Nor do they stand...
In the path of a sinner's scorn...
This is the law of the LORD...
Will you abide by his hand
Blessed is the man...
Who stands on the side of God's hand!!!

2. Valley Of Shadows 3:08
Though I walk through the valley
Of the shadow of death
I fear...NO EVIL!!!

The shepherd calls my name
Through the mouth of death
I WILL NOT CAVE
I WILL NOT BREAK

Dragged through the valley
Where corpses rot
Blackened skies above me
My faith will not break
The Holy Spirit's within me

Wolves tear at my throat
Teeth buried in skin
Still I hear Your voice
Screaming through the wind!!!

You lead me through the wasted land
The still waters are stained in red

Every demon
WANTS ME BURIED!!!

BUT I DON'T FEAR DEATH!!!

Your rod
Your staff
Crushing serpents in thy path!!!
Hell opens beneath my...feet...

BUT GOD PULL ME BACK...IN!!!

I will not bend
To the valley of shadows

Crowned in fire
Before my enemies
THY SHEPHERD WALKS
BESIDES ME!!!

The shadows tremble
At heaven's gate

LION OF JUDAH AWAKE!!!
I WALK THROUGH HELL WITH A HALO OF FLAME!!!
LION OF JUDAH AWAKE!!!
I WALK THROUGH HELL WITH A HALO OF FLAME!!!

My enemies fall beneath Your light
Mercy and fury unified
From the ashes of my suffering
THE SHEPHERD ALWAYS WALKS WITH ME!!!

Still waters
Dark skies
The heavens open
ETERNAL LIFE

Still waters
Dark skies
The heavens open
ETERNAL LIFE

3. Why Have You Forsaken Me 3:57
Judge me...
Separate me from the wicked...
PLEASE deliver me

Judge me...
Separate me from the wicked...
PLEASE deliver me... deliver me

Judge me...
Separate me from the wicked...
PLEASE deliver me... deliver me

Dragged through valleys where vultures feed... where vultures feed
Tongues of serpents wrap around my feet
Every promise drowned in bitter rain... in bitter rain
I scream Your name through oceans of pain

They sharpen lies like rusted blades
Feeding on the faith that I could not save... could not save
My soul collapses under blackened skies
Still I search
For the fire within Your eyes...

WHY?!
HAVE YOU HIDDEN YOUR FACE FROM ME?!
WHY?!
DO I WALK IN MOURNING?!

WHY?!
HAVE YOU HIDDEN YOUR FACE FROM ME?!
WHY?!
DO I WALK IN MOURNING?!

SEND OUT YOUR LIGHT
TEAR THROUGH THE VILE NIGHT
DRAG ME THROUGH THE TEETH
OF THE UNDYING VOID
I AM CHOKING
ON THE SILENCE OF HEAVEN
I AM BLEEDING
FOR A GLIMPSE OF YOUR PRESENCE

DISGRACED...
BETRAYED...
STILL I CRY OUT FOR YOUR NAME!!!

The enemy dances on my grave
Mocking the prayers I prayed in chains
Every shadow whispers
"Your God has left you here to rot!!!"

A pulse of wrath
A pulse of hope
Refusing the noose
Around my throat

A pulse of wrath
A pulse of hope
Refusing the noose
Around my throat

Lead me to Your holy mountain
Lead me through this endless darkness
Restore the ruin in my spirit
Reignite this fractured heart

Then I will stand before the altar
With scars carved open like the sea
And praise You through the agony... agony... agony
THE GOD WHO STILL DELIVERS ME!!!!

Why are you cast down, oh my soul...
Why do you drown within me...

Hope...
Hope in God...
Hope...
Hope in God...
Hope...
Hope in God...
Hope...
Hope in God...

Why are you cast down, oh my soul...
Hope in God...
Hope in God...

Why are you cast down, oh my soul...
Hope in God...
Hope in God...

4. Teeth Of Justice 3:52
Rise...
Judge the shadows that hunt me...
And let the heavens split
Rise...
Judge the shadows that hunt me...
And let the vengeance breathe...

OH LORD
Oppose those who oppose me
OH LORD
Fight those who fight against me
OH LORD
Draw the blade
Raise the shield
OH LORD
Let divine wrath
BE REVEALED!!!

They set their snares beneath my feet
Smiling mouths with serpent teeth
Digging graves for innocent blood
NOW LET THEM CHOKE UPON THE FLOOD!!!

LET THEM FALL
LET THEM BREAK
CHASED BY ANGELS THROUGH THE FLAMES
LET THEM FALL
LET THEM BREAK
Their schemes collapse
Their kingdoms quake

TURN THEIR PRIDE TO ASH AND DUST!!!
I WILL NOT BREAK
I WILL NOT DROWN
WHEN HEAVEN'S JUDGMENT COMES CRASHING DOWN!!!
TURN THEIR PRIDE UPSIDE DOWN!!!

I clothed myself in mourning
Prayed for those who cursed my name
Bowed my head in grief and fasting
AND THEY REPAID ME WITH DISDAIN!!!

DISDAIN!!!

How long?
How long will silence reign?
How long?
Must we watch
The innocent in these chains?

NO MORE HIDING
NO MORE MASKS
LET THEIR GRAVES
BECOME THEIR TRAPS

Rise...
Judge the shadows that hunt me...
And let the heavens split
Rise...
Judge the shadows that hunt me...
And let the vengeance breathe...

OH LORD
Oppose those who oppose me
OH LORD
Fight those who fight against me
OH LORD
Draw the blade
Raise the shield
OH LORD
Let divine wrath
BE REVEALED!

REVEALED!

Let God's armor shield me

NO MORE HIDING
NO MORE MASKS
LET THEIR GRAVES BE
TEETH OF JUSTICE!!!

My tongue
Will sing not of vengeance alone...
But of deliverance...
IN YAHUSHA'S NAME!!!!!
CHRIST IS KING!!!
CHRIST IS KING!!!

Thursday, June 18, 2026

70X7

BAND NAME: 70X7 (Seventy Times Seven)
GENRE: Death Metal
STATUS: Split-up
LOCATION: Owensboro, Kentucky

Last-known lineup:
Jay Mattingly - Vocals, Guitars
Dewayne Edgell - Bass
Jeff Hoskins - Drums

Past members:
Benji Duvall - Drums


Discography:


70X7 (Seventy Times Seven) (demo, 1998, Independent) (Cassette)

Track 3 was originally a Corpse track from their album "From The Grave", now with the music rewritten.

1. Undercurrent 4:08
2. Transformation 3:28
3. So-Called Unity 3:45

Saturday, May 2, 2026

SINCE THE DEATH


BAND NAME: Since The Death
GENRE: Unblack/Death/Thrash Metal
STATUS: Active
LOCATION: Linköping, Östergötland, Sweden

Lineup:
Oscar Rask - Everything

Links:


Discography:


Thy Presence (EP, November 7, 2017, Independent) (Digital)

1. Ungrateful 4:26
2. Thy Presence 4:24
3. Reptile 4:22
4. The Creature And I 4:54




A Gift To My God (album)

December 8, 2018, Independent (Digital)
May 13, 2019, Vision Of God Records (Digital)
May 15, 2019, Vision Of God Records (CD, Digital)

1. Creature And I 3:57
Under dominant influences
Misled by an invisible force
Creeping to the ancient mirror, I saw

The image of a red-horned creature
Surrounded by a dark presence
Not from this side, rather beyond the glass

It feels as it's crowded in here
But I am all alone, no reason to be scared
The pride that I am strong, no need for help is about to fail

My body-skin, my outer shell
Is about to boil, I have reached the limit for melting
Not used to see myself like this

Is this becoming my reality
When I go my own way, but the evil I think I saw
Is he real? 'Cause the creature was me!

Empty expressions no more
Flames lit my eyes, make my grin to a weapon
I am alive, not buried in failure
Not dying, I'm the first borned lightbringer

My body-skin, my outer shell
Is about to boil, I have reached the limit for melting
Not used to see myself like this

Is this becoming my reality
When I go my own way, but the evil I think I saw
Is he real? 'Cause the creature was me!

Is this my reality or is this just a dreadful dream
I must have dreamed this, this can't be real

Taken beyond, what's now
Into a parallel world
Where I am something else
Into a world where I am accepted
Travelled through mistakes and deficiencies
Into a world where my sins are sanctified

No guidance
No tears inside
No need that I have to give
No solitude, I'm not alone
The creature and I are entwined

Enchanted by my own morbid deeds
I can rest in that I don't need others to feel whole
In nocturnal escapades, we work in the shade of you
From early hour to evening fall

2. Ungrateful 3:49
God the creator and master of the universe
I'm the weakest lying at the bottom
I'm forgotten, hidden, no longer in your sight
Pushed over the edge so I, so I can't breathe

Why do you ignore my prayers, you never answer me
I believe in you, why can't you believe in me
I feel that I'm nothing, only dust!
I know the taste of bitterness, in this sinister relationship

You don't warm my heart when it's needed
But you don't freeze it either

I am left behind
You're in front and I'm at the end
I'm last, last, last
Away

Why do you ignore my prayers, you never answer me
I believe in you, why can't you believe in me
I feel that I'm nothing, only dust!
I know the taste of bitterness, in this sinister relationship

I am here, standing right in front of you
Not behind a wall, I have opened a door

Using your heart and spirit might be poetic, but I am waiting for a purpose
Maybe you'll think I should deny my life

I am left behind
You're in front and I'm at the end
I'm last, last, last
Away

3. Intro 1:22
4. A Gift To My God 3:58
Cut with a paper, knife forgotten
Blood is dripping, down to the floor
A newborn sea is created
Watch for the waves, look for a sign

Wide open, looks like a mouth
A red ocean falls down to the ground
Looks like I'm tortured, carved up
No way, don't you pity me

I give my blood as a gift to my God
Take it back, never belonged to me
I give my blood as a gift to my God
Why did you put me into this world

I smother the fire on my skin
Excited, with hope that life ends
A useless slave, put me in grave
I'll leave this world tonight

You know that sea, newly born
With that shame, that you are too embarrassed about
You wish that someone would drag it out of you
'Cause voluntarily you won't!

Chained, useless slave
Beneath my needs, taking over me
Please, bury me! Throw me under soil
And put a cross through my lungs

You wish that someone could drag it out of you
'Cause voluntarily you won't!

5. Reptile 3:35
Flesh, rotten flesh
Worms in your brain
Dying body
No soul, just a vacuous face
Your life cannot be relived
Sense for someone else you don't have
You are arrogant and malevolent
Just my presence makes you spit and throw up on the cross of Christ!

Your insides have corroded
Your brain has shortened
Your eyes black as night
Your smile mockin' and evil
Reptile

No one loves you
No one miss you
Your wish everyone nothingness
Your heart is black (black and blighted)
The devil incarnate
Unmasked, entirely visible
Your mind, vicious
Like a deadly reptile sneaking silently in the night!

Your insides have corroded
Your brain has shortened
Your eyes black as night
Your smile mockin' and evil

Reptile!

6. Thy Presence 3:06
You know me even if I don't spend any time with you
Am I really worthy
'Cause true happiness I can't find
Don't know where to begin

But I already know the answer
'Cause all these times I have you denied
We together, to become one!
Without fear or anxiety
I'm weak, might be the weakest, the silver in your perfect eye

I'm nothing, nothing to the world, have nothing to offer anymore
I have done what I wanted, what I cannot, I will never be able to
The silence I was born with have grown as an echo vibrating fast in my head
No one get it, no one understand, I will have eternal life, but my life I have now destroys me

It feels as if the botherations are there in my own shadow
I admit I'm honest now
I feel excluded even though I'm not alone
I envy others for everything!

As a decayed wormy leaf I have fallen down to the ground
Trampled in soil by people with no sense of what goodness is
Damn bacteria they sent has its root in me
Left all alone on the narrow road, no one is coming back for me

I'm nothing, nothing to the world, have nothing to offer anymore
I have done what I wanted, what I cannot, I will never be able to
The silence I was born with have grown as an echo vibrating fast in my head
No one get it, no one understand, I will have eternal life, but my life I have now destroys me

7. Creator Of Man 4:10
Slowly drifting far from the path
Forgetting the words I held so dearly
He loves me, but I feel neglected
I'm still a child looking for simpleness
In the name of truth I'm a grown man
Should have learned that happiness isn't everything
Thinking black but the greyscale is wide

You will see!
Chaos to bliss!

Staring with turbid eyes
Looking for someone else to follow
Let this dry worship I have become rippled
Dealing with apathy and sorrow
I mourn the daylight to come
For that matter, life isn't slightless
Thinking black but the greyscale is wide

The good pain that we endure every hour
We suffer as the early servants who was eager to put their faith in front of science

Knowing the Saviour out of the sphere is the creator of man
The solver of patterns, the healer of wounds

When life shrinks, you show us your kingdom
When the strength falters, you give us courage
When emptiness in mind pours out of our concentration
You take us to your fathom so we can rest

I'm leaving the place associated with fear
As a deer in front of the light
I turn left then right, waiting for darkness
Though I can breathe out and return
This voice inside says "Make your own way"
For that matter, life isn't slightless
Thinking black but the greyscale is wide

The good pain that we endure every hour and single day
We are defended, you might not even see it
Not dying inside, blessings will fall upon us
We suffer as the early servants who was eager to put their faith in front of science

The restorer of foundations, the healer of wounds
Knowing the Saviour out of the sphere is the creator of man

8. The Reposal Of Hollowness 3:44
Every thoughts I carry
Emotions in that moment overflows
In silence I cry
Who wants to listen to me?
Perfect but dishonest
You place yourself straight on Father's right side

Born without sin as me
But the sins begin when you put yourself first
Who or what is the Lord over you, over me, over them
Without any humility
You expect as usual magic wonders

He who loves me
Who sees me as his own
Takes care of me, even when the world is crackling
My happiness is in His hands
Luck comes, luck goes
But you remain our Father though
Preserve me from all evil
And from them who threatens me

Every thoughts is all about me
Caring for anyone I barely have
Why should I care
Don't even know why I am here
Perfect but dishonest

He who loves me
Who sees me as his own
Takes care of me, even when the world is crackling
My happiness is in His hands
Luck comes, luck goes
But you remain our Father though
Preserve me from all evil
And from them who threatens me
Allow me to be yours every single day
Like a little and innocent child
This is, this was, this still are
The reposal of hollowness




The Black Must Come Out (single, July 24, 2020, Vision Of God Records) (Digital)

1. The Black Must Come Out 4:47




The Black Must Come Out (album)

August 28, 2020, Vision Of God Records (CD, Digital)
August 29, 2020, Vision Of God Records (Digital)

SWEDISH SONG TITLES
1. En Ny Morgon 5:13
2. "Du Är Ond", Sa Den Onde 3:27
3. Be För Mig 4:02
4. Vill Du Dö? 3:32
5. Det Svarta Ska Ut 4:47
6. Det Herren Ger 4:39
7. Herrens Ord 4:33
8. Du Är Mitt Allt 2:42

ENGLISH SONG TITLES
1. A New Morning 5:13
2. "You're Evil", Said Evil 3:27
3. Pray For Me 4:02
4. Do You Want To Die? 3:32
5. The Black Must Come Out 4:47
6. What The Lord Gives 4:39
7. The Word Of The Lord 4:33
8. You Are My Everything 2:42




I Belong To Christ (album, December 23, 2022, Independent) (Digital)

1. Incorruptible 3:29
2. Be Close To Me 4:06
3. Compressed To Death 3:59
4. Intoxication 3:17
5. Life Crusher 2:42
6. Who Am I? 4:55
7. Leaving The World 1:41
8. Forgiven 4:16
9. Smiling At You 4:27




Enduring The Day (single, June 23, 2023, Independent) (Digital)

1. Enduring The Day 3:22
Working all day and not sleeping at nights
Overtired of doing the opposite of right
Like a zombie I wake up
With no light in sight

Future plans unachieved
Dreams of the future extinguished

The days I'm off, I neglect and waste
Doing the same mistakes, just copy and paste
Like a zombie I wake up
Still dead inside

Future plans unachieved
Dreams of the future extinguished

Meaning with life, I'll wait for Christ's return
Meaning with life, I'll endure the day

I look at myself from a different point of view
As a lonely oppressed and feeble man
Praying to you father, help me
"Förtröstar på dig herre"

Enduring the day!

Enduring the days with its ups and downs
Make new connections and end the bad ones
Enduring the days with its ups and downs
Put your trust in Jesus, he helps you to endure!




The King (single, August 9, 2023, Independent) (Digital)

1. The King 3:51
We are here to see the king
The one who died on the cross and resurrected
Don't waste time on trivial moments
Don't end your life, it's not his way!

You maybe see yourself as nothing
Maybe you're feeling that you're just enduring pain
To him you are wonderful
Reachable, just tell him that you yearn for freedom

We are here to see the king
The one who died on the cross and resurrected
Don't waste time on trivial moments
Don't end your life, it's not his way!

We have been abandoned by the loved ones
And let down by the closest of friends
We have been deceived
We have been overruled

You maybe see yourself as nothing
Maybe you're feeling that you're just enduring pain
To him you are wonderful
Reachable, just tell him that you yearn for freedom

We have been abandoned by the loved ones
And let down by the closest of friends
We have been deceived
We have been overruled
But together, you and me!
We are here to see the king
The king




Desire (single, November 10, 2023, Independent) (Digital)

1. Desire 3:12
Please, please Holy Spirit help me to repress my lust
The love for her, goes beyond my common sense

Forbidden thoughts, I'm drawn to her who belongs to another
Forbidden feelings, I passionately follow her next move

Sin darkens my honesty, makes me jealous and weak
Sin reigns within me even though I constantly remind myself that I am doing a mistake

Please, please Holy Spirit help me to repress my lust
The love for her, makes my heart burn

Lust and beauty
She is the one I desire
Lust of siege
She is the one I want to devour

Sin darkens my honesty, makes me jealous and weak
The desire within me even though I constantly remind myself that I am doing a mistake

Please, please Holy Spirit help me to repress my lust
The love for her, makes my heart burn

Lust and beauty
She is the one I desire
Lust of siege
She is the one I want to devour




Underbara Människa (single, September 13, 2024, Independent) (Digital)

1. Underbara Människa 3:13
Du strålande makalösa människa
Älskad av fadern din
Du förunderliga men ångestfyllda skapelse
Rannsakar dig själv men förstår ej
Nej du verkar inte förstå

Tillvaron tär och briserar
Du skadar dig själv och det är det enda du förmår
Det enda du förstår!

Du strålande makalösa människa
Älskad av fadern din
Du förunderliga men ångestfyllda skapelse
Rannsakar dig själv men förstår ej
Nej du verkar inte förstå

Du strålande underbara människa
Till min avbild, är du skapad!

Livet kan vara svårt även för oss som har en stark tro
För det dunkla inom mig mäktar inte alltid med, en bön till dig

Gud som haver barnen kär, ser till mig som liten är

Tillvaron tär och briserar
Du skadar dig själv och det är det enda du förmår
Det enda du förstår!
Är det verkligen, det enda du förstår?

Gud förstår dig när du är missförstådd
Han vet vad du vill, fast du inte ser ett hopp
Din sanna önskan kan konungars konung uppfylla
Din längtan kan Guds enda son stilla




His Heart Hates (EP)

November 1, 2024, Independent (Digital)
November 22, 2024, The Charon Collective, Limited Edition (CD-R)

1. Underbara Människa 3:13
Du strålande makalösa människa
Älskad av fadern din
Du förunderliga men ångestfyllda skapelse
Rannsakar dig själv men förstår ej
Nej du verkar inte förstå

Tillvaron tär och briserar
Du skadar dig själv och det är det enda du förmår
Det enda du förstår!

Du strålande makalösa människa
Älskad av fadern din
Du förunderliga men ångestfyllda skapelse
Rannsakar dig själv men förstår ej
Nej du verkar inte förstå

Du strålande underbara människa
Till min avbild, är du skapad!

Livet kan vara svårt även för oss som har en stark tro
För det dunkla inom mig mäktar inte alltid med, en bön till dig

Gud som haver barnen kär, ser till mig som liten är

Tillvaron tär och briserar
Du skadar dig själv och det är det enda du förmår
Det enda du förstår!
Är det verkligen, det enda du förstår?

Gud förstår dig när du är missförstådd
Han vet vad du vill, fast du inte ser ett hopp
Din sanna önskan kan konungars konung uppfylla
Din längtan kan Guds enda son stilla

2. Captured And Imprisoned 2:57
Rock, rock, thrash 'n roll
Discouraged like a motionless doll
Rock, rock, black 'n roll
One step back, long gone control

Cowardly stupid
So scared to live
Speechless, why don't you open yourself up?

Captured and imprisoned
Selective mutism

Rock, rock, thrash 'n roll
Discouraged like a motionless doll
Rock, rock, black 'n roll
One step back, long gone control

Captured and imprisoned
Selective mutism

In my dreams I am exploring a world
I'm a free and redeemed

Captured and imprisoned
Self-mutilated

Rock, rock, thrash 'n roll
Discouraged like a motionless doll
Rock, rock, black 'n roll
One step back, long gone control

Cowardly stupid
So scared, to live
Speechless, why don't you open yourself up?

As a foreigner in God's creation
I go through life, through layers of filth and stays with selfish and loveless friends and everyone stays as strangers unto the final damnation
Bow before the king
Bow before the redeemer of sin
Bow

3. It Was Them I Betrayed 4:07
The endless quest for more
To fill the bottomless hole
Should have been grateful, saying thank you
Instead I became a permanent fool
Waiting and searching for
Someone to adore
Someone to adore

This is the ending of a fairytale
I have lived all my life in a made-up reality
Seen faces, friends who have stayed
Longed for something else, it was them I betrayed

It was them I betrayed

The constant hunger for more
The so-called living water can no longer flow
Years have passed
The void has been filled and then expired
Years have passed
My heart was loving then hard and cold
While I was searching for
For someone to adore

This is the ending of a fairytale
I have lived all my life in a made-up reality
Seen faces, friends who have stayed
Longed for something else, it was them I betrayed

It was them I betrayed
Waiting and searching for
Someone to adore
Adore

4. There Is Goodness In Everyone 1:59
5. His Heart Hates 3:00
Long for the win not for the fall
Do like the others, ignore God's call
Long for glory and prestige
Do like me, rejoice in temptations

Take me home father
Fathom me into your arms

Help me find peace and harmony
And say to me: Stay, don't flee!
Help me find peace and harmony
Help me find serenity

Look at yourself in the mirror
Self-love, boost your ego
Exalt thyself
Belittle the invisible

Long for the win not for the fall
Do like the others, ignore God's call
Long for glory and prestige
Do like me, rejoice in temptations

Take me home father
Fathom me into your arms
Please give me recuperation
So that the world doesn't take

You from me
Me from you

Help me find peace and harmony
And say to me: Stay, don't flee!
Help me find peace and harmony
Help me find serenity

A breaker of commandments
A breaker of discipleship
A sinner
Addicted to the world's pleasures
A sinner

A loner, hiding his pain
Ashamed of his faith
Mocking God's authority
Doing things his heart hates

Long for him, the Son of God
Long for him, the Son of God
Long for him, the Son of God

6. Återkommer Till Mitt Sanna Jag 3:30
Dränerande tankar som tillför kaos
Å sviktande känslor som får mig på fall
Jag lever med ett stresspåslag
Jag kan inte lugna mig, min rädsla har ett övertag

Jag kan inte lägga mig eller stiga upp
Ty det är nattsvart för dagen har ätits upp
Jag känner ett ständigt sug att fly
Det känns som att jag kommer att spy

Återkommer till mitt sanna jag
Minns när jag blev född på nytt
Rädsla har aldrig haft mig i sitt grepp
För du har lett mig med din stav och käpp

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Entangled (album, April 24, 2026, Nordic Mission) (CD, Digital)

1. When Hatred Is Being Fueled 3:30
The last time
The last time of disloyalty
The last time
The last time of deception

Believe in yourself
To do the right thing
Have faith in Jesus Christ
Learn what morality is

They get nervous around you
Because you are silent

They fear you
Your next move, they cannot see
They flatter you
Terrified of you, putting your foot down

Keep me as yours and let God's love flow through me

Make sure you know
Who you are following
Make sure you know
Who's leading who

They get scared of you
Because you are silent

They fear you
Your next move, they cannot feel
They flatter you
Terrified of you, putting your foot down
Jesus Christ

Please renew my life
Let me forgive the injustices
Jesus Christ
Make me vigilant
So I don't let them in

Jesus Christ
Please protect my heart
When hatred is being fueled

Keep me as yours and let God's love flow through me

2. Adorable But Treacherous 3:06
Adorable but treacherous
We were united
In false belief in love
From the very beginning I found you cold
Not amused at all
Seemed unwilling to talk
Maybe you were terribly shy
But I saw you as superior behind blue eyes

Deceiver

Later you were welcoming and hospitable
Gave me flattery and showed a different side
As a person who's not used to getting credit
I was overwhelmed by your authenticity

I know now that you are sorry
I got hope
I forget what you did
I go on with my life
Hoping I won't be deceived again

Deceiver
An involuntary liar

3. He Keeps Forgetting 3:01
Childhood - Forgotten
Present time - Addicted
Innocent - Guilty
Exclusion due to his choices

Crushing the commandments
Crushing others honestly
Crushing righteousness
Crushing the identity in Christ

In fellowship - Unsociable
Pridefulness - Ashamed

Here for listening but distantly he's not there
All alone cause desires haunts him everywhere

Crushing the commandments
Crushing others honestly
Crushing righteousness
Crushing the identity in Christ

Haunting desires
Denying healthy habits

Looking down below
Has malicious thoughts about everyone
Can't find goodness, just all the wrongs
He keeps forgetting

4. The Wolfs Hunting The Pure Hearted 2:58
Credulousness
Naive to the obvious
Cluelessness
The wolves are hunting
The pure hearted

One day without
Any arning
The victim, offguarded
Became the target
Second day without
Any clue
The victim, unaware
Became entangled

Unsuspicious the man was all alone
In the name of truth who would stand on his side?
Shouldn't the man tell his own truth?
The man's intention was to remain strong

Unsuspicious the man was all alone
In the name of truth who would stand on his side?
Shouldn't the man tell his own truth?
The man's intention was to remain strong

Building character
Is not an easy assignment
Standing all alone, with no support
Eats you up inside

Credulousness
Naive to the obvious
Cluelessness
The wolves are hunting
The pure hearted

5. Hearts Are Getting Darker 3:27
Evil is spreading
Hearts are getting darker
Rejoicing in your neighbor's happiness
Makes you consider revenge instead

Atrocities and slaughters so close
Who knows when a killer is planning for your death
As Christ gathered his closest disciples
Did he know that one of them would betray

I stand tall, strong in my beliefs but
An hour ago I was in conflict with myself
Should I encourage or discourage you
Everyone has a choice

6. As A Beloved Brother 4:38
You are coming with your upset face
But I'll greet you as a beloved brother and friend
You're avoiding me, might be a conflict unresolved
As a brother I should be humble so we don't fall apart

Temptation - Don't cross the line
Altercation - Act with decency
Accusation - Let loose of your pride
Degradation - All equals under the sky

As a servant
I could be preaching the Gospel
As a servant
I can also show you love

You're so unsecure, don't know your worth
I should maintain God's promise, tell you the truth
You're struggling, I can see it in your eyes
As a brother I should be humble not letting you apologize

You are my brother
You are my sister
You are my brother

7. Late To Anger No Revenge 3:49
Always I seek out those who I
Believe will give me friendship
Always I give more and more of myself

Caring, laughter, help and motivation
Something that I can offer
Compassion, devotion and loyalty
Put your trust in me

Always I seek out those who I
Believe will give friendship
Always I give more than I should give

Needy and poor in spirit
Alone and wanting others to give back
Alone

I consider myself as supportive
Your reply is hostile
I consider myself as a dear friend
Which meant nothing to you

Words without a message
Deeds with a shrouded agenda
Your actions is hurting me
Your actions make me valueless

Needy and poor in spirit
Alone and wanting others to give back
Though I know my real savior is Jesus Christ
He never leaves me alone

There are those who despise you
For your faith or cause you stand for something
There are those
There are those who treat you as an inferior
You seem to be faithful and easy to manipulate
There are those
Remember your new identity, borned again
Late to anger, no revenge!

8. Forgive All Of Them 2:54
Never look back, never dream
Stay in the now and figure it out
Never look back, never dream
Stay in the now and find the solutions

Don't be scared, I am with you
You're not alone, I am here
Force your hatred away
It doesn't solve anything

Forgive her
Forgive him
Forgive all us
Forgive all of them

Never look back, 'cause that time has vanished
Never dream, 'cause in that dream you have the main role
Let your ego fall, 'cause God loves them too you know

Don't be scared, I am with you
You're not alone, I am here
Force your hatred away
It doesn't solve anything

Forgive her
Forgive him
Forgive all of us

Forgive her
Just forgive her
Forgive all of them
Just like the father did too

9. The Blackest Of Days 2:56
Help
Lord give me help
Shelter
Please Lord give me shelter

To go on, enduring the day
Give me patience
When endurance fails
Give me a refill

The blackest of days
Self-image is torn
The blackest of days
My own worth I cannot see
The blackest of days
I keep forgetting, who's holding my hand

Cantankerous
Fake friends who has an ulterior motive, watch out
Avoid them
Fake friends, who act venomously, watch out
Avoid them

Den svartaste utav dagar
Kan jag inte ens se mitt egna värde

The blackest of days
Self-image is torn
The blackest of days
My own worth I cannot see
The blackest of days
I keep forgetting, who's holding my hand

10. Shine On Me 3:29
Shine on me thou redeemer
Rescue me from this unholy blasphemy
I'm not the one, I once were
I'm the last I want you to know

Together we wander as godless companions and rootless vagabonds
Immolating old teachings
Inviting a new age

Together we wander as godless companions and rootless vagabonds
Immolating old teachings, inviting a new age
Enduring physical pain and inside wounds

Graveyards
The purpose of life, live and die with joy
Set fire to my limbs
Then burn me in the stove
Penetrate my ears with pyro
Then put me under soil

Searching for solutions in an endless maze
With a beginning but no end
The light in our life is the neverending exploration
Every religion's gods and dictators we praise
Bleeding to death for a greater cause
Oh sweet redeemer please shine on me for a last time

11. Eleventh 3:59

BONUS TRACK
12. Beautifully Damaged 3:53
You're coming to my door, knocking like never before
You think I'll open with a smile
But I'm just seeing fakeness behind your eyes

You think you making me happy with your gifts and loving words
The only thing I wanna hear from you
Is that you stand for your words

You call me professional
You call me reliable
You call me this and that and on top of it that
I am your closest

You think you making me grateful with your gifts and loving words
The only thing I wanna hear from you
Is that you meant it

You are beautiful
But so damaged
You are beautifully damaged

I'm telling you about things
'Cause I'm making some small mistakes
I want you to keep your promises
But then you ruined that trust
Sorry, you fell

You have the same knowledge as me
You're multi-tasking, that's a power for sure
But I want you to trust me, not go behind my back
You want affirmation and uplifting compliments
But the trust is totally ruined and the respect is totally gone

You are a joker
You are a liar
Then you lie again

You are beautiful
But so damaged
You are beautifully damaged